Though I guess you do not read this,

what I am writing here is for me more interesting than what I am writing there. Because I am so honest here and chotto tanjun ppoi .

I’d been thinking that English is not enough to represent what I want to say, but I’ve got to know that Japanese is too much. I was completely defeated by Japanese. English is much more kinder to me than Japanese, and I know that is because I can’t use English properly. (My English level is, as you can see, low.)

My thinking is as the same level as my poor English.

And I hide almost nothing here. I am really honest here with English. In there, I am hiding so many things. I’m just afraid of being read by people, people I know and people I like. And I’m really afraid that they might notice how boring and how stupid I actually am.

Some link-saki are listed on this page, but I guess they do not read (they can’t read this poor English).
Hey, are you reading here? You might get disappointed.